Guys always seem to think of me as one of the boys…they always open up to me about their love lives and so on…  they always ask me about my friends ” who is she?, Shes so cute” …   lately its been getting to me since its been happening a LOT… and its just like… I don’t know … Heartbreaking.

Am I always gonna be one of the boys?

I’m not a girlie girl all the time and i get that….  but it makes me think… is that one of the reasons why I’m always seen as one of the boys?

I have been feeling really sad lately … I just wanted to get that off my chest.

I’m going swimming.

He was with me in almsot all my classes when i was a freshman @ College.  He was 7 ft tall, a basketball player.      One day we were hanging out in the math lab and he said “Let’s do somethine sometime” i was like “yah ok”. A week or so passed and we were in class…i sent him a note sayin “Me and a few ppl are going for mexican food tonight wanna come?” He replied “When i said let’s do something i ment “Doing” something else.”

Shocked!                                                                                            Surprised!                                                                                          Crushed!

1. Save Some Money
2. Buy a New car *With the money form 1*
3. Loose weight (15-20 kilos)
4. Get a promotion/ Raise
5. MakeVideos again
6. Make new Friends
7. Deal with Some friends “issues”
8. Learn to be more Calm and collected (When i need to be)
9. Learn to walk in heels, so i dont have to change in the middle of the day
10. Try out a new look…..maybe 2
11. Dream blog everyday….(readers help me out on this) Im gonna blog my dreams…more on this later LOL
12. Reply to posts more often.
13. Meet a guy